So, how do I explain this one?
You know how I said that I was leaving/had left the RP community? Here's the thing, I forgot to mention that I would consider coming back should I get more motivation and feel the desire to RP once more. Yeah. I think you already where I'm getting at with this.
Now that I have made the move to come back out of the blue, I'd hope to not be greeted with messages like "Hypocrite" or "So, you're coming back only after two months of leaving? Let me guess, you're gonna leave again once you feel bored. Cheapskate." Because, let me tell you, I already feel them coming while I'm typing this dang post. Because, after all, I am the least responsible and least organised being in existence.
Now, there are several reasons why I did leave without more notice or why I never cleaned up after myself following my departure post. While I will not list all of them, because some are personal, I will shed more light on things than I did back when I did leave.
- At the time of the post, I was making my plans to move out and I was also rather bummed out because of my, at the time, recent exam results. So I was too busy to do my YouTube channel, have my spare time for games/anime, and RP. It's also is a major reason as to why I felt even less desire to RP. I was out of it. Big time.
- My departure had nothing to do with S121. Due to this, I actually had a little hissyfit because of one specific post on this thread. Because of said post, I did not come back in order to prove people wrong. That I was independent of S1 and wasn't part of a herd. Had that post never been made, my return would have come sooner. Not trying to shift any blame on anyone or call anyone out but it is true. At the time, I felt insulted and it made me want to prove that point wrong. In the most secretly immature way possible. Since then, I have felt rather bad about it. The fact that I actually tried to stand against a semi-legitimate point just highlights as to how childish I can get at times. And not in the way that I like.
- I do honestly apologise for ruining the last iteration of TSU. As I was too busy and next to no-one reminded to work on a departure for Trista, I never posted for her. A tip for everyone. Literally everyone. If you ever want to me to get something done. Remind me, nag me. Always! It works. It always works. I may get slightly annoyed at the persistence and nagging but, trust me, it works.
Anything else that you think may need more clarification, please ask me. I just want to make sure we are on as equal ground as possible. Especially since I have made many a lie and secret in the past. Even to the extent where I have backed out of a BAJILLION opportunities to talk about Astrolatry with people.
So, I'm back. Hopefully for good and not just another 10 months before I back out again. I'll be truly back tomorrow and then actively posting from Monday onwards. (MCM Birmingham Comic Con on weekend! :D)