"No matter how strong or what power the enemy has, I will fight and protect my friends, even if it cost me my life to protect them. I will fight until I die to ensure their future."
I never try and make a post without reading the IC beforehand. I do read the IC over again and again. Doesn't help when this situation also just causes flat out Writer's Block. For me, I'm in a tricky situation when it comes to RPing. Right now I'm still forming a post after reading the IC for the millionth time while trying to make a post.
I wonder what would happen if Seki talked to Zero, when he's supposed to be "shy (I guess you can call it)" around non-family females (except childhood friends).
"No matter how strong or what power the enemy has, I will fight and protect my friends, even if it cost me my life to protect them. I will fight until I die to ensure their future."
No problem, just take your time getting back into things. I just had to pull an all-nighter on my paper for English class so I still have that writer's block experience fresh in my head. @.@
Because things keep going too fast for me to keep up at times.
For crying out loud when I made a reserve post the other day several people had actually bypassed it and posted a hour or so after the one reserve, causing me to delete that one reserve.
I know I should try and keep up at times, but with more stuff having happened with IRL stuff (that whole babysitting ordeal which had gone on for more than a month, but is over now among a few other things with Jasmine and plenty of visits to the doctor and trying to get a job... and failing... Then there was me being sick for a week and feeling like complete crap because of it). Combined with having to deal with ATWAG, and pressure of a few other things I just been having a hard time keeping up.
On top of that, but how people post quite often when I don't have a reserve saved, I lose track easily. Even when I do read the IC to catch up and begin trying to work on a post, I usually notice a few more posts and I end up having to change/edit my intended post. Then I get a little annoyed, then frustrated. Then I get Writer's Block because of it, then that involves me leaving another reserve. But then the reserve time runs out and people begin posting again before I'm finished (remember I have to cater to several people and work on the goddamn orientation itself.)
In the end I feel like I'm getting left behind in my OWN RP, and that I have no control over guiding things.
Right now I'm just trying to work on a damn update post for everything.
EDIT:
Okay that's it. You know what I'm going to do. I am going to actually buckle down and try and post.