Trinity Soul University: A Casual Magic RP (OOC)

Well, Jason's conversation might take a while, so... Maybe sarah will spot her spying on them.

=w=

- why do I even try -

Obviously I'm not welcome here

No one wants to really work with me
Why some people are putting up with me...

Ok that's it.

Out with the god damn truth, everyone.

Who would rather see me stop trying to meddle in everything and just fucking leave?

Speak now.

@ Cucoo
What's wrong, Cucoo? We're all interacting nicely, even you have. Why do you feel put out?

@Cucoo

Ok, what's with the sudden outburst?

Nobody's done anything, and as far as I can tell, your anger is disproportionate to the situation.

I'm even helping you out with your idea. We already approved it, so why are you angry? Does it have something to do with IRL?

@Cucoo

Dude what's wrong? I see no problems with you lately. Why are you just randomly like this?

@ everyone

Major's last post here was directed towards me.

it keeps happening

I'm not "favorable" to really work with.

I come in to anything and enthusiasm dies.

even the puzzle in AtWaG

Enthusiasm dies whenever I try to fit in.

I feel like that awkward kid that whenever I try to contribute I get -politely- shrugged off.

Take the idea then discard me -politely-

@Cucoo

I do not see ANYTHING involving enthusiasm dying.


So I don't really see what's wrong... (granted I'm just a big fat dumbass sometimes.)

Dude, if you're feeling that way, then you didn't see me when I first was introduced to AtWaG. I was screwing up everywhere, messing up personalities, 'talking' to people in a completely different location...

Point is, don't feel left out just because you think we don't like your ideas. To be honest, you're the only one making these ideas anymore along with some others.

@ SUS

The reason you don't see it is cause you don't sit there and watch people more willingly post with others while I feel like If I don't force my presence, then my existence is trivial.

I'm fighting to fit in and stay in

It's not favorable to work with me, it's more favorable to run off with anyone else.

When you feel like a shadow that can just slip away and vanish and nobody would give a damn, that's what I always feel like.

@Cucoo

I don't see the enthusiasm dropping. If you mean Major, that's because his character is either waiting on someone else, or alone in a room. That's happening to one of my characters as well.

As for this fitting in, explain. Do you mean in the RP, or here in the chat?