As much as you annoyed me at times, I do hope that you succeed wherever you go. Have fun.
Sometimes when you're driving down a road, a bug hits your windshield. It's ugly and unpleasant, but you just activate the wipers / cleaning fluid and it's gone in a few seconds. It's just part of driving down the road. You don't dwell on it, because that'd be silly. Bugs aren't worth the time.
@myon That one nickname I came up for Oni that one day on Mumble. "But I'm not an Onii-chan... I'm a princess!" "So Onii-chan is crossdressing?" Everything after the ellipses I didn't remember the exact words, correct or not, I didn't think this day would come anytime soon. Life has a ton of sudden turning points after all.