Alright, here's the thing: I have DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) or at least everything I've experienced is pointing in that direction. It's not dramatic MultiPersonality Disorder where one minute I'm one guy and the next I'm another. But I do have another identity inside me which I associated the title 'Demon.' As time progressed, I began to wonder which one of us is running this carcass, or in other terms, which of us is the demon. So, I decided I needed help. So in a few days, I'm going to a psychiatrist...
And give them money? Like hell I would! They can wade in their sea of lifeless green, I'm doing an EXPERIMENT! Why should I trust someone to help me with a situation that includes a phenomenon in which scientists have spent decades upon centuries trying to understand to the fullest extent? No one can live long enough to understand how the human mind works, but the most amazing thing about humanity is our sense of curiosity. That is why I shall record every waking moment of the both of our behaviors! I might even find out if there is a third, which I have been suspecting! Science sucks, but experiments are life! Of course, what to do afterwards is beyond me, but I'll see where I can go when the time comes. For now, research! I will dig up my/our deepest secrets without 'professional help!' I will Find my own help! I shall cast my own judgement! Not by the grave of god, or the taint of the devil, but by the seeing eye of the Prince of Purgatory!!!
And give them money? Like hell I would! They can wade in their sea of lifeless green, I'm doing an EXPERIMENT! Why should I trust someone to help me with a situation that includes a phenomenon in which scientists have spent decades upon centuries trying to understand to the fullest extent? No one can live long enough to understand how the human mind works, but the most amazing thing about humanity is our sense of curiosity. That is why I shall record every waking moment of the both of our behaviors! I might even find out if there is a third, which I have been suspecting! Science sucks, but experiments are life! Of course, what to do afterwards is beyond me, but I'll see where I can go when the time comes. For now, research! I will dig up my/our deepest secrets without 'professional help!' I will Find my own help! I shall cast my own judgement! Not by the grave of god, or the taint of the devil, but by the seeing eye of the Prince of Purgatory!!!
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