Sorry to double post, but... *sniffilizing*
*Runs and huggles TRXD in tears*
That was beautiful!!! Oh, a story best told is the story that comes from the many ups and downs of life itself and the very heart at which it tugs at, how poetic! It is better than any story I ever writ!
[possibly because the only things you write are tragedies.]
While that be true, your story has touched me so! But fret not, for I am touched by this story!
Why, I, myself, have a predicament. I have a slight case of sociophobia and a major case of vocal sociophobia. Sometimes, when I log into a server, I fear getting rejected off the bat. It doesn't help that that's exactly what happened when I tried to play on an MGS:PW vs server and was immediately sought to be kicked out. It is for that same reason that I cannot express my true feelings to my true love without the fear of getting shut out.
And it's the same reason I'm posting this here and not on your thread.

