RP General Discussion

Well, I'm out. Night y'all.

@s1

Ignore the one minor detail that clashes with your last post
I'll edit it tomorrow.

And I feel like shulk just stated the obvious...

@Cucoo

Nighty night.

Ok.

Yea, I forgot to add that afterward, and I suppose you saw my post before I edited it. -_-;

Anyways, here's a song for you.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0RCLk3Aw7o

Guess things went fast this weekend since I have 330 posts to check

Let me explain what caused my sudden absence since friday afternoon.

As some of you may know or already guessed, I leave to a psychiatric center or mental hospital (you name it) due to the fact that I have seen stuff that shook my mind since I was seven year old to the point of being in a white room for a long time when I was fifteen (Zekai knows more about it). So I sometimes have emotional crashes or breakdowns caused by something that can trigger either memories or traumas. After a trigger ocurrs, it is extremely hard for me to endure it but I have managed most of the times, but this was one of the failed cases.

At friday´s afternoon I witnessed something really similar to an event where my mother passed away in a car crash. I was on a taxi and the truck just hit us, I had some cuts and bruises but the taxi driver looked like dead with the window pieces on him. The moment I saw him, it triggered the trauma and I just lost it as the paramedics treated us, he was ok but the damage was already done so I was sent to be treated of my mental crumbling.

I actually got back here by 8pm of sunday, but I was still alerted. Obviously sleeping wasn´t an option so here I am awake at 3:32 of the morning.

Whatever I need to post, please let me know

Im awake

@Kristia
I cannot begin to imagine how bad it must be for you. While I have never experienced what you have, I myself am in a similar boat. While no-one has analysed myself or my past experiences, it's safe to assume that I am not a stable person myself. I have numerous triggers and quirks to myself. Songs, phrases, people. The right combination and that's it.
No-one has diagnosed me or noticed but I've heard that I might have split-personality disorder amongst several other behavioural and psychological ones. It seems true. I do change very often and sometimes feel like I am not myself.
Some people have took notice of this and exploited it. Using and abusing the pattern. Attempting to repeat what happened in my past. Trying to awaken... Him...

And like what someone said "history repeats itself". Christmas... The increased activity from people from my past... I am surprised that it hasn't happened again.

somtimes the best answer is the simplest for us

get up and walk forward

@Kristia

Glab to see you back and glad nothing serious happened.

As for posts, I guess your usual RP's. I haven't really posted in TSU since part if it is with Ryofu.

@ S1

and you just found something I would say would be the theme for the Manor of Eternity.
at least that epic lunar clock portions that I really wish had more...

gods Lunar Clock is one of the harder ones to find just really good upbeat orchestrals from what I've tried...

@ Kristia

wb and hope you're feeling better.

The only two things in AtWaG would be: did you update midna and I missed it?
And Renamon and Nera can chime in with what happened with Alvis and the Observatory. That's the most recent thing

Damn. I feel like complete shit again. This time my stomach is killing me, and I feel like I'm going to vomit constantly. I'm feeling quite lightheaded as well... Fucking hell I'm sorry but I might not be active for a day or two. Depends if I actually have a stomach flu, or something I ate this morning...

@SUSTIC
Hope you get better soon. S121 and I should be able to hold up TSU but, if think you're not going to be around, we can put it on hold for a bit.