RP General Discussion

Getting up is the hard part.

After a good breakfast, staying up is easy.
...I need to get lunch now actually...

good day cucoo

G'day

and I swear I think I'm just gonna use my avatar as a sort of mood thing....
....which is against my normal policy....

I swear to god... Everytime I try to go on Mumble, I instantly lose all will and just quickly disconnect. Even though I know nothing is wrong... What the hell is wrong with me?

Mumble steals your soul.

I'm back, and boy am I in some bad fucking shape. Got in a minor car accident last night as I was driving home. The front of my car is hit pretty badly (still able to drive it only the frame and all of my car is damaged), and I have some pretty serious bruises and scrapes all over my arms and legs. I'm freaking lucky it wasn't any worse... freaking asshole...


@TRXD

I've been feeling like that as well when it comes to posting in the RP's. I know I have to post, and I don't have Writer's block so I can post. Every single time I go to one of the RP's to post in the IC I just lose all will and drive to post.

I also won't force myself to post either as that usually tends to go badly for me in the long run...

@Wriggle
There are two ways I can respond to that. But I'm going to pick the more serious and honest one.
It's not that. It's just...

Ok, I'll ask you guys a question. Have you ever done something that makes all you feel like you can't be around any of your new friends anymore? That all that you felt towards them had almost completely gone. Your confidence around them, lost.
(Before you ask, no. It's not towards you guys. You guys are awesome.)

@ TRXD

I hope you get better SUS, if you need to rest, do it

And yes TR, i have had moments like that and got too embarrased to see my new friends again

Well... This is happening to a majority of the Yukkuricraft community. Staff, respected members, and most members as a matter of fact. Some know little bits to what had happened. Others can piece it all together rather quickly. But only two people know the truth. Myself... and... her...
But this has been driving me mad and it has been causing me to grow more distant from the entire Yukkuricraft community. Slowly, people will forget about me and what I did. I don't want that to happen. I want to let people know but at the same time... I can't.